Goodbye Old Freinds..

it brings me much sadness to say this will probably be my last post for a long while, im not even sure if i will post again on this site.

in recent months, life has gotten busy, having got a girlfreind in march, and with exams on the horizon, im not sure if i can continue to do this, i often spend many hours making my crafts and whats the point in posting higher numbers of crafts if they cant be detailed and meaningful.

for almost 5 years in total now ive been uploading to this website, you guys helped me to do what i loved the most, but i think now it is time to pass the stick down.

i went from building some of the most rubbish crafts on the platform, to building moderate crafts for all to enjoy, and im glad its brought you all even just a few years of happiness.

the primary reason for me believing its time to leave this web, is not just because im going to college in a few months, but its because my business (est 2022) TerraSpace is picking up speed, with 7 volunteers now i find myself having to manage it all.

having turned 16 in june i had also found myself picking up more responsibilities in my life, and i just think trying to work on JUNO is going to leave me burnt out.

you all gave me life, something to believe in at a time when i had nothing. you see, in 2022 after a series of arguments my dad had walked out on my family, and i found myself increasingly under pressure to care for my family, fitting my dads shoes was a difficult job, and we still see him occasionally, but with a sick mother at the time, it was all getting too much. (we all love him dearly, no one i have mentioned has done anything wrong, they are still family, do not hate them :). ).

i suffered from depression for 2 years. but when i posted on this website, and saw all of you loving what i did, it always gave me the confidence i needed to pull through..

having to grow up through my early teens without much parental support was difficult, but you all helped me start TerraSpace. we are all family..

and now, with my first girlfreind whom i met in march, Lyra, i felt that support again, which all of you had also given me..

i learned a lot about life in only 2 years, but that knowledge helped keep me afloat.

there is no words to describe the gratitude of which i feel toward you all, for even though we live in different countries, we are always all together as one.

never give up on your dreams.
do not ever set limits to engineering, for it is called so in spirit that it is conquered, not limited.. dream big, create, and grow.

i messed up with a lot of people on this web, including those who trusted me, Gameknight, etc.

i know there is nothing i can do, and there is no excuse for what i said to some of you.

but i want you all to know, i dont hate any of you any longer, for you are all children of this earth, and my brothers and sisters, i dont want to spend my life in hatred. and i encourage you all to care for one another.

i know this is the biggest look into my life ive given any of you, and i apologise if its too personal. but i just had to get it all off my chest.

Aludra, Aresx, Beaconindustries, Gameknight, Pedro, and so many others. you are all part of my family. thank you.

i will continue to post occasionally if possible, however expect months timeframe.