most of you guys probably dont know, but during this last weeks my mental health has nosedived to a point that ive been seeing and feeling things that are not real at all, just illusions, also losing genuine interest on everything. This means Juno is no longer pleasing to play for me as all my main incentives for everything have completely disappeared,, the game does not generate any satisfaction to me, so i will take a long break on it, anyway i will still visit this web daily. I do not know how long i will take to come back or even what is going to happen to my unfinished projects, i will try to upload the finished ones. thank you guys for understanding this and for the support on this year of playtime. this message will be released tomorrow as a craft because no one reads forums.
@Aludra877 same
@Livingg017 np man, anytime, I'm glad Brother, live long and prosper
@Aludra877 i am amazed of your deep understanding of the meaning of my poems. i wrote it thinking about the thoughts you achieve only when bored and mentally free (when you think without thinking, idk if im explaining it right). now that you said it i really think you found another right meaning, like you found the real purpose of the poem, a meaning i didnt even know. like i rediscovered something i didnt notice when i wrote it
@Aludra877 fine. i appreciate your uh… appreciation? idk how to express it. glad you liked them
@Livingg017 damn, that's deep, it's like he was sad, yet he was about to get enlightened, that's very interesting Brother, I must say, thanks for sharing your poetry, I really did like this one, howve you been btw?
@Aludra877 haha you didnt offend me. The infinite is everything, all the secrets of the universe at the length of an arm
@Livingg017 I hope I didn't offend you with my question brother, I'm sorry if I did
@Livingg017 Just asking, what is "the infinite"? Is it supposed to mean the afterlife? Since the poems tone is rather melancholic.
hope you like them
i use the three dots to indicate a verse change (different line)
@Aludra877 ok, as i said there are very short, i wrote them in spanish so the translation i do myself may not be the best:
rain falling…
into a road,…
there's only silence…
a sad man…
crosses the wide river…
into a better place…
over his shoulders…
lying down…
the weight of a mountain…
Alone in his house…
the man contemplates …
the horizon far away…
it was then…
when he could almost reach…
the infinite…
@Livingg017 I don't mind hearing some brother, id be happy to hear
in a quality-quantity scale, my music is on quantity and my poems in quality.
@Aludra877 i am already somewhat like a musician but not very good at it. I have experience in a varied range of instruments: guitar, piano, synthesizer, drums, melodica, metal drums, bass, box, flute, harmonica, kalimba, ukelele, single drums, mix table, maracas, spoons, pandereta, the african dum whose name i cannot remember… uhhh… idk if any more… however im not any good at them, its the truth. But something is more than nothing. I have also written some poetry so rap lyrics must be easy. Now thinking about it i have never told no one about my poems… wanna hear some? theyre short, i like japanese poetry because it just uses three verses each lasting 5-7-5, being extremely deep in mening despite of the short format.
@Livingg017 give it a shot maybe, you never know, it could end up really good! "One never knows until they try, since experience teaches theory the best"
-Me
@Aludra877 haha the phrase was some kind of poetical joke, anyway what a cool phrase for some rap lyrics… maybe i write a song… huh
@Livingg017 sorry that she was toxic man, I wish you well in life, live long and prosper, don't worry, there are people who do share your passion for the world lol, you just need to find them or they'll find you...depends on how rare they are though, nonetheless it's possible
@Aludra877 2 months are actually a lot, now i actually do not care my mental health, it is a problem only if i see it as one. When i uploaded this my girlfriend had just broke with me after probably our best months together, i didnt expect it and so i was very sad and confused. Now time has shown she was toxic and i didnt mean nothing to her. Im not longer sad, i mean she just didnt understand me. No one understands my crazyness because no one shares my passion for this decadent world
Sorry about the nosedive brother, just remember to relax, and take care of yourself, ik this was 2 months ago, yet nonetheless, live long and prosper
We understand have a good life
@BmnkRocketIndustries … ok
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@Livingg017 live life cherish the moments you have live long and prosper 🖖
@Sansu its sad to know that other people are going through the same
Feel the same way