One last build

@Livingg017 wait I think I know what It could be..... Don't take this as a joke but do you believe in entities? Bad Energy? It's very strange that a normal Person starts having such events happen more and more often. This Is Just my theory but I reccomend finding out how this started happening(the Key Moment)

Same happening tò me creativity whise like me a bit more bored every day...likely cuz I not focusing on a single project. Hope u recover Brother.

@Livingg017 this is really really strange. Hope you can find the answers for that

@NellEngineer haha ok, thx man

the strange thing is that i am ok with everything but my mind for some reason thinks paralelly to me and makes me feel things that are not real, the other day i heard like someone hitting the door very hard repeatedly and no one in the house had heard nothing, or two days later, i woke up feeling like someone had stabbed my leg with a knife and it turned out to be all in my mind, it hurted for five days but the medics did not see nothing, medicine did nothing, only when i tried to think it didnt hurt it stopped

@Livingg017 Yes, life does go around in circles. It's not just in games. I play sr2... Idk lol. But you're always welcome back here when the hype returns

now i am more attracted to playing BeamNG Drive because its a game i cannot get frustrated with as there is no objective

@NellEngineer i totally understand what you mean, i am somehow isolating a bit from everything, focusing on my guitar skills, on playing games with no objective just for fun, music is also a great help for me as you can see on my profile description lol, however i think juno doesnt please me right now so ill just drift away to return some day, we all have our game change seasons, one month playing something, getting bored, playing other thing, bored, and so on and sometimes go back to games played before

@Livingg017 It's terrible. I know exactly what you mean. Unfortunately, life deals us bad cards, but the important thing is to be persistent and know how to play the game to win. It's not easy, but it's necessary.

But you're right. You will find happiness and relief away from screens. It's the only way we can feel free in a world that is so forcefully connected. I hope you can understand

@Lq11 no need to update your logo if you dont want to, there are also other players with similar logos, i think vortexaerospace had a quite similar one

@NellEngineer anyway intensive playing isnt the reason i am this bad mentally, its long to explain: a breakup i did not expect (we were 3 years together), school, a lot of accumulated stress, my mind trying to convince me to do horrible things i do not wanna do…

@NellEngineer i always played for fun, getting upvotes is not my goal

@Lq11 That's awesome!

@Lacker Hahaha, yes, I will soon correct my avatar to make it easier to distinguish us XD

@Lq11 i thought your @Livingg017 cause you pfp almost the same XD!

@Livingg017 Hold on, brother, health is more important. Come back when you feel strong, we are always glad to see you.

The problem with the concurrent community is that they build more for gain upvotes instead for just play and enjoy the game. And because of that, more players are leaving the game because they don't receive many upvotes on their uploads (it's just my pov)

Woahh

@Lq11 the carrier will have to wait, i cannot work for any longer