Warning : My English is broken

Hey guys, I am SST(Short form of my irl name). It's been a while since I posted any craft in the website or doing that rideshare stuff which now most player hate now. I have changed my name many times, from Indianspaceprograme to Vinayak Space, many of you know Me by the name Ash [some players might remember what a mess I created in JNO community server(SRC back then)]. I started playing JNO (SR2 back then) since 2019 and made my profile here during 2020 and met you cool and creative guys.

Most you might remember that I revealed in 2020 in SRC server that I am a p"rate, yes that true. You might think that if I am a p"rate then why did I announced it publicly!? I don't my 13 year old fuking conscience made me to tell that!? I tried fix everything by lying that I am not a p"rate but things got worse! Many players started hating me in the SRC discord server 😔, I left the server and 2 years late I joined again with an alt account and everybody forgot that matter(I think so or they might have not). Before you gimme any swear word please listen me(seriously) : when was 11(basically a 6th grader) I saw an Indian movie called Mission Mangal (Meaning mars mission) which was based on India's Mars Obiter Mission which opened me to the world of Space Technologies and Rockets. I wanted a space simulation game to launch own rockets at least virtually and I found SFS(Space flight simulator) the famous game most of you might know. I played it for almost a year but was not satisfied because it wasn't 3D. I started to keep searching about 3D space games and finally found simple rockets 2 but it costed 500+ Indian rupees(might be 5 to 6 United States dollars which sounds a lot less like very much less). I knew my parents won't spend for game so I had no way but to p"rate it. I got in love with SR2 so much that I was nearly addicted to it. I played it on a shit 2GB RAM phone which was father's phone which gave satisfying amount frame rates back then. Then In 2020 my father bought another for the online that ran during corona pandemic till Feb 2022. It had 3GB RAM and started playing SR2 on that and that's when I saw @iSpace. I and many others were influenced by what he/she was doing, yes, the so called rideshare launches in SR2 with a reusable rocket and that's when I started Ashtvinayak Aerospace, my own and SR2's first Indian fictional launch provider company! And in between I revealed that I am a prate that the easy going situation worse then ever! Although I was getting sufficient launch contacts from others. Now I was in such a situation that the some(many tho) players in the SRC community started hating me and some even told me to leave SR2. BUT, PLEASE TRY TO UNDERSTAND! I WAS IN LOVE WITH THIS GAME SOO MUCH THAT I CAN'T JUST LEAVE IT. SR2 IS THE MOST SATISFYING SPACE GAME I EVER FOUND!. You guys don't know Indian parents! They will never pay for a game, unless and until their child study well or get good marks in exams. 6 dollars might sound a way more less you (mostly Americans) a way more less! But it's way more High for us Indian people! I don't even get pocket money! I belong to kinda middle to low class family. 500+ rupees is a lot more to waste on a game(according to them). When I entered 10th grade (the most important grade as it was under government control and if we fail in the 10th grade exam then you'll get fu"ked up, you won't be allowed to study more, you will humiliated by parents of the children who passed that public exam, you'll be considered a faliure even if you re-attempt) I deleted SR2 to Focus on studies.

Fast forwarding to today. 10th grade is over and summer vacations are on going so no studies now. I reinstalled SR2(NOW JNO), and yes, the pirated version(I have told you the reasons earlier) but it's now way more evolved after the career mode update. I used to play on my father's second phone what had a higher 6GB RAM and slightly better processor but after the 1.0.8 update JNO Is also laging in that not because it's p*rated but because of my custom settings. It worked well with that custom settings till the 1.0.8 update and it's not installing on this first 3GB RAM phone. I hate lags and I can't play it with those medium or low graphics as the SUCK.

I renamed my self once again Agnite Space to restart that launch provider stuff but now both phones sucked with the latest update so I am loosing hope to continue playing it. SR2/JNO is my most favourite game ever, as I stated earlier I can't just leave it but I want quality. I have a YouTube channel where I upload the JNO content, I uploaded many of my fictional company's launch videos, I have removed the thumbnail from all launch videos that uploaded and a gave a thumbnail to them which says "HISTORY(DON'T WATCH)" as I wanted to restart from beginning to launch provider stuff systematically.

I am stopping to play SR2/JNO until I get a better phone or even PC on my own.

I have made a 2nd YouTube channel where I make montage videos or the so called Edits to get money and buy a better device and to legally buy JNO from PlayStore. I need your support 🙏.

I seriously apologize to to those whose trust I have lost especially @reyz (a guy in JNO discord)

SidedAce and ChaoticGraviton and people like them, I HATE THEM! BUT my hatred towards them made myself stabilize from mind. I made mess in SRC discord just because of 13yo mindset. When I get in situation like that I get confused what to do now and my head starts paining(literally!)

My 10th grade results date is nearing (June). Schools will reopen on 5th June 2023 and results will be given in few days before reopening and my birthday is on 3rd June(I will turn 16). I hope results won't come on that date(Excitement Guaranteed) but who knows, fingers crossed 🤞. I am hoping that I won't fail. Wish me luck 🍀.

THANK YOU
SST

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    5,066 AgniteSpace

    @CosmosMan I got accidentally got a setting which giving satisfying FPS and graphics which means I will continue JNO 🤩. I live in Gujarat but I belong to Kerala, The reason for naming Ashtvinayak Aerospace is becuz there is "Ashtvinayak yuvak mandal near my home so I named after it(ik Ashtvinayak means lord Ganesha)

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    2,373 CosmosJNO

    @AgniteSpace ohh great to know about, happy for you!

    1.1 years ago
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    2,373 CosmosJNO

    Mate an Indian here, Forgot the past and look towards future i will just advice you this, BTW from reading “Ashtavinayak Aerospace” You seems like a maharashtrian are you?

    1.1 years ago
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    1,682 TomKerbal

    English is not so bad !

    1.2 years ago
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    5,066 AgniteSpace

    @MasterOfNone Thank you very much bro you understood me deeply!🥺

    1.2 years ago
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    Hie there SST. I totally understand your situation, I'm an African. Read through the whole thing. I understand at times we do regretful things when young and don't think things through completely. Don't let it get you down, but just try to learn from it. Wishing you all the best, Hoping all goes well for you. Things will look up. Stay blessed.

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    ... 2 minute silence for this guy

    1.2 years ago
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    10.1k Insanity

    mucho texto

    1.2 years ago

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